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More SNBS Headcanons
1. Tyler's psionic abilities can frequently break glass or cause things to randomly levitate when he is angry or upset.
2. Kevin believes in superstitions, always looking to old wives tales of how to "convert a fetus to a boy."
3. Shope finally stood up to her condescending mother when she dared to judge Roach for proposing to her. The day she walked away from the house, her father called to say how proud of her he was, while her mother didn't speak to her until two weeks later with a flat "Sorry."
4. Roach and Bee always have the greatest trips together. He also taught Bee how to dance. Couldn't you imagine Bee dancing like this?: https://youtu.be/n3HqwyNt7-A
5. Barney doesn't like talking about his childhood very much. It was there, he lost his mother and father after all. It was that reminder that made him drive to his relatives and take full custody of Travis.
6. Lyra doesn't believe in discarding stuffed animals because she feels they have feelings. She simply took the stuffies of
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Nighthawks-- Wednesdale
It's that time of the week again, folks. RIVERDALE!
Welcome back to Wednesdale.
DISCLAIMER: this journal is typed as I watch the episode
So we start with a recap of episodes 13 and 14. Ending with Archie clarifying to Fred things will be okay.
Pop's Diner is now graffiti'd with the word Death Diner and the Chocklit shoppe is now being closed down I think. Fred's back home, so woohoo! I'm confused how he's walking well but who knows
Archie gets a phone call from Sheriff Keller, but then it turns out to be my Gaybie Kevin. Meanwhile, Veronica and her dad have a passive aggressive convo and Veronica throws savage comments at her father which is what I would love to do with my father but I won't. Just a side note from previous episode, I love how Hermoine gets pissy about Veronica accusing Hiram of shooting Fred when she spent the whole season one trying to fuck Fred. Hmmmmmmmmm!!!!!
I think it's adorable that our gang wants to help Pop. Jughead goes off to meet FP's lawyer because Jughead
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SNBS-- Fun Headcanons
Headcanons for the SNBS characters? Challenge accepted! 3, 2, 1... Shuffle!!!
1. Tyler's hair is short because he hates getting mistaken for being Kevin's wife or Kevin's girlfriend. He will also get very angry if you dare call him a woman. The only time when someone calls him a female endearment is Mom or Mama and it's by his kids.
2. Kevin has always wanted to get another piercing or atleast a tattoo, but Tyler would never approve of it. He even held his breath when Kevin got his nose pierced.
3. Shope has the code for all of Bee's inventions, so she can easily hack and turn off her daughters' "toys" whenever she's putting herself into danger.
4. Roach babysat for Lyra, Zeck and Benson when they were very little. He was always and still is their "Fun Uncle," since his rules were tenth power less controlling than Tyler, Kevin and the gayliens.
5. Barney refers to the stretch marks he got after his pregnancy with Travis as his tiger stripes.
6. Lyra secretly draws yaoi in her spare tim
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Hello, everyone. I've got something that I feel like I need to disclose, since I gave you guys an honest approach towards where Lila Starr went and why I wasn't drawing Teddy or Beans or Soup and why I was only drawing Supernoobs things for a while, neglecting the character I liked creating. You guys know that the reason why Lila was "put on hold" was due to the issues surrounding my breakup. Telling you guys how I felt in spite of my ex being on deviantart and the permanence trope of "Once you upload something to the Internet, you can't delete it," made me feel good. So I'm going to tell you something that's been going on with me that's been weighing me down lately. The situation is fixing itself and I'm doing okay. It's not destroying me or making me unhappy, but it has given me some different views.

I've mentioned my stepsiblings before and that can establish that I have divorced parents. I didn't know why at first and I didn't care to because I was totally okay with the environment I lived in, BUT... I later found out when I was 13 that my father was an insane workaholic. It was so bad that he would talk to us like it was a press conference. He was barely home. He brought us gifts from his travels, but it wasn't the same. I thought it was normal. After my parents got divorced about two years later, I met my wonderful stepfather. I love him so much and he's been my best friend and bodyguard and dad figure longer than my dad has lived with us. I was happy when my stepdad and mom got married, but I can't say the same for my father and stepmother. My dad was always kinda absent from my life since even when we visited, my brother and I would go into the bedrooms/guest rooms and he would work on his stuff.

After my stepdad and mom married, my dad invited this woman and her daughter and son to visit us at our cottage. Her daughter was around my age and we bonded. We did videos on the video camera, we teased our brothers, all that shit. Eventually, it turned out that my dad was dating the woman who would come up. He told me about it and my brother and I remember not really caring all that much since if it makes my dad happy, I'll be happy. My brother wasn't happy about it, because my stepbrother (or soon to be) was kind of an asshole to him. A Chet and Lorenzo sort of thing.

After they got remarried, things changed. My stepsister and I grew apart due to our opposing personalities, my dad moved from his supercool condo that was in this big city area back into this boring semi-ghetto area and I saw my relatives less and less. My dad has a huge family, a lot of my cousins are adults and my second cousins are children. I only have one cousin that's my age. Later I found out that it was because they didn't like my stepmother. They thought of her as this person who kinda ruined my dad and how fun he was.

And after a few years, I can agree to it.

My father was no longer the father I wanted him to be. Well, really, he was NEVER the father I wanted due to his frequent absences from my life. But he was even worse. My stepmother was demanding and sought out perfection from my stepsister because of her grades, checked her phone religiously, and installed findmyiphone and as a result my father did those things too. Nothing would impress him. He chastised me and treated me like I wasn't any smarter than my stepsister and installed all kinds of iCloud things. If I bought a song or an app, he got it. If I took a picture or screenshotted something, he'd get it. I disabled them and there was no problem.

But then came TWO incidents brought on by stress:

First one was in February 2017.

I have performance anxiety when it comes to rough tasks. In grade 10, I was failing math and my father made it his business to chastise me and ask me all the time about my work or my grades which wasn't fun especially since he's a busy man who barely sees me. And when I did my exam, my teacher knew that I was panicking and bumped my grade to a 52 so I could pass. My mother was overjoyed that I'd passed. I failed the exam, but my overall work lead me to get a 52. My father was unhappy. I texted him my marks and he texted me ordering me to get a copy of my exam or an email. I said I couldn't and I went downstairs and told my mom but by then he had called her and was talking to her and getting nasty. He asked my mom if I was tested for a learning disability and how I managed to bomb something "so simple." I cried so much that night because he wasn't the father I loved anymore. I didnt speak to him for a few weeks. He tried to reach out, but I was short and vague with him when he tried to talk. I blocked his number because I couldn't handle his bullshit and the stress of the next semester, but then I decided one day to call him. So I phoned him and we got into an argument. I called him a gaslighter and he told me that "I don't please him with my grades." He also kept guilt tripping me about how he spent so much money on a tutor and then I still didn't do well on the exam. I didn't cry, but I learned that I couldn't stand his behaviour. After a few weeks, I ended the feud and he apologized for his behaviour.

But here's the second story:
We went to Ireland which is what I covered, but here's the catch. It ended bad. Very bad. There are five people in this story.
My adult cousin we will call Sally, aunt 1 we will call Helen, aunt 2 we will call Liz (yes I have an aunt with the same name as me), my teenage cousin we will call Fefe and my uncle we will call Wes.

So my mom and Sally are good friends. Sally is my godmother and I love her so much. Sally told my mom that if I need to vent about my stepsister and my stepmom or even my dad, I can come to her. So at the wedding, it was a private affair and we were allowed to have champagne. I opted not to have any, but Fefe and my stepsister went for drinks. Stepsister starts making snide comments at me, making fun of me for not drinking. I decided to go to Sally. Sally and I walked around and we talked. The reception was about to begin, so Sally and I had to go inside. Sally's mom my aunt Helen is a bit of a nosy woman who is a kick ass aunt. You fuck with her family, she will yell at you. Se asked Sally if I was okay and Sally explained everything. That night, Sally and Helen kept an eye on Stepsister and Fefe. Helen told my dad that she's pissed that I wasn't included with my stepsister and cousin and Dad tells me to go stand wth Fefe and Stepsister so he doesn't get yelled at. I decided to take him aside and tell him. He goes into denial mode and starts defending my stepsister-- as usual, picking his wife/step kids over me-- and I lost it. I told my father that he doesn't care and that all he cares about is making everyone happy except for me. He wasn't getting the picture. He called me a "selfish brat," and I started getting upset. Luckily, Sally was outside and I ran to her. We tried to talk, but my dad interrupted and starting going off on both of us. Sally tried to defend me, but Dad wasn't listening. He then decided to get my uncle Wes (Fefe's dad) and my stepmom and we were gonna have a big talk. Sally went off to stop him and finally my aunt Liz sees it all and pulls my dad aside and talks to him and then comes to calm me down. After we have a talk and she helps me out, Sally and my dad return. Sally and Liz leave me with my dad and my dad and I get into an argument I was afraid.

He was making mean comments, telling me "I have my stepmom and stepsister here in a "strange country" where everybody doesn't like them." I was livid. He told me that he's gonna have me go to counselling for these feelings and that I'm gonna apologize to everybody. For what?! Because you can't hear my feelings but other people can!

After my dad ranted at me, he told me he was done having me waste his time from the wedding. He dragged me back to the reception hall and tells me I can't leave with anybody, I can't get up to the dance floor unless Fefe and Stepsis are with me, etc. I went up to the dance floor with Fefe and Stepsis (who is all wild from her champagne bullshit) and we had fun. Sally gestured an "Are you okay?" but I said yes because I didn't want to do anything. I decided to put this whole night behind me and I asked my dad to dance.

He refused and told me I should ask my stepmom cuz "she's a person too." I did and she said no. When we left, I was beyond upset. But I had one more day in Ireland.

The next day, Dad would make nasty remarks but would be nice to my stepsister and stepmom. I asked him about the counselling during one of his "good moods" and he said that yes I'm still going. My mother knows about all of this and said that no I'm not going to counselling. I have never felt so guilt tripped and so upset then the way I did those two days.

My father attempted to talk to me more of the matter at the airport, but one of my relatives came up and started conversing with my dad which was a lifesaver. I didn't speak to my father during the flight or the ride home. I disabled the FindMyiPhone app and my dad called me and chastised me for doing it. I didn't speak to him for weeks.

He returned on Oct. 13th and acted like NOTHING HAPPENED. Not the wedding, not the rude behaviour, not the threat of going to counselling. We flew into an argument where he denied making me feel like a bad daughter, being mean and even though I called him out, he left the conversation. The last thing I said was "I can't believe you're so heartless that you can't understand that you hurt my feelings."

I haven't spoken to my father since. He still speaks to my brother about his casual shit, but he stays away from me. I heard that he hasn't spoken to those aunts or Sally since the incident.

I thought that it was over. But it wasn't. During the convo before the argument, my father offered to see me for Thanksgiving and I said no. Sally and I were texting and I was telling her about my breakup since I haven't seen her in a long time. She invited me to go out with them for Thanksgiving. I said yes, forgetting that I ever denied going out with my dad. Eventually, Sally texted my dad probably just in case she got caught or something saying she was taking me. She apparently invited him but he declined. My dad called my mom and we cancelled the whole thing. I don't know the full story, but I don't care. I have a better life away from him.

So yes that's the gist of the fight. The family member I've been fighting with is my father. The situation is okay however. We're still not talking because he will not face reality, I haven't messaged stepmom or stepsister in forever, I live a happy life with my family, Sally and I text once a week, and I'm doing great.

I will not let my father keep me under this thumb. I am not going to be quiet and hold my breath. But here you go, there's why I mentioned fighting with a family member. I'm sure you guys can understand how it feels to have someone who isn't that around for you in your life who suddenly becomes the father you didn't want within years. But I am better now, a lot stronger without him.
Funny story:
Last year, I had a science teacher who would give you extra points on your quizzes if you drew a cute cartoon character or said a funny joke on your quiz. I panicked during my chemistry quiz because I couldn't figure out the periodic table. So I decided to draw Diogee from Milo Murphy's Law and see what my teacher would think. I did and when I got it back, I still did bad on the paper DX

Moral of story: Don't use characters from Milo Murphy's Law to win over your teachers.
Family Members
Right off the bat, some of these are just family members of virus allegiants, team members, etc. I also included the virus creator on here for some reason

Princess Mariner is the daughter of Astraea. Just as wild as her mother albeit she keeps her hair in a long braid instead of Astraea's flower chain ponytail. Unlike her mother, Mariner doesn't find assistance useful to her and prefers to go on her own adventures. She doesn't bat an eye at the next gen roster of Sally, Bella, Roswell, Nommo, Florence and Jason. The only time when we really see Princess Mariner is when she arrives to help our team defeat the alien KKK. None of the boys have any romantic interest in her since Roswell is dating Sally, Nommo is devoted to Bella and Florence is... well he's figuring things out.

Speaking of Florence, when I wrote the headcanon of him keeping his mother's gun, I laughed at how out of nowhere it was. In my defense, Steven keeps his mom's sword XDDDD

Pollux and Haumea were already talked about with their brother in a dump showing Shinkla and Ryandir, Zedleck and Rovu's submissives respectively. This is more of a recap as to where they went. Pollux grew up to join the alliance with Antares, being an even worse asshole than he was as a child. Last time we see Pollux he was like 5 or 3 years old, but here he's likely 20 something or 18. Moving to Earth didn't move Pollux's behaviour in the least but he's pretty exceptional for his age group, being able to sucker punch someone clean out. Haumea on the other hand went his own route. Haumea studied social sciences and grew up to be a sociologist, who studies the alien vs. human situation. He makes regular contact with Travis, who started this whole thing from what I can remember and Zeckney whom he remembers being told by his father is the son of two losers. Haumea and Zeckney are surprisingly on good terms but that's only because they both want to see the downfall of Haumea's older brother Antares.

That's just a sketch of virus creator-chan who is comatose ^.^ I didn't want to kill the virus creator because that would just be like a disservice to me if just because I'm the writer I can kill anybody with just the wave of my hand. So here virus creator is comatose, surrounded by her viruses. Her design is inspired by Cardamon's mother from Bee and Puppycat and Celena the Shy.

Umbra, Antumbra and Penumbra-- Febe and Waxin's sisters who were killed along with their mother and father in the siege on the Candle Planet. In Febe's culture, there's the candle maker who forms the child from wax and forms it into what they would like for a child while the father is the "lighter" who gives the child their flame of life and strength, Waxin was made first, a blossoming gold candle (she wasn't always yellow you know), Febe was made second but materials had ran out and the flame was quite... Faulty but she came out a bouncing sapphire baby candle. After Febe was her sister Umbra, a gloomy Crimson candle. Next was Antumbra who was a peppy and loud proud green candle and finally her youngest sister Penumbra, a pure and innocent little girl. Nevertheless, Febe didn't fit in. When the siege came around, Febe still remembers the trauma. Monsters surrounded their residence, Febe was gripping Waxin and her other sisters. Minguanta, Febe and Waxin's mom, told them that everything would be okay and as she was about to hug her daughters, the roof came crashing down, the impact knocking Febe out. She woke up in the arms of her father Dipper with Waxin, Umbra, Antumbra and Penumbra running with him. Febe kept screaming for Minguanta, but Dipper wouldn't give her any details as to where she was. Suddenly, as they approached a gigantic log that would allow them to cross the borders of the planet, he tripped sending Febe rolling into the log. Waxin ran for her and tried to grab onto her but fell in as well, Dipper reached to grab for his daughters when suddenly a branch swung and knocked him unconscious, the log crashed down and all Waxin and Febe saw was the remains of Umbra, Antumbra and Penumbra in the jaws of their sisters. When Waxin became abusive towards Febe, she would constantly remind her of their deaths blaming her for killing their sisters and their parents, despite the latter not being Febe's fault in the least. Barney has been working to help her recover from the trauma, but she finds herself having nightmares of her bloodied disfigured sisters along with a zombified Waxin now that her sister is dead. Nevertheless, she has her Bon-Bon to hold onto in these hard traumatizing times, as he does with her remembering his own trauma.

Nith-- Hax's original twin. The original fusion was Haxnith, not Haxxor. On Haxxor's home planet, every creature is born with a twin whom are capable of fusing with them. How reproduction works I don't know the answer to. But anyway, Nith is Hax's original twin, the very twin killed by Xor so he could be with Hax.

Marilyn-- Named after Marilyn Monroe. Marilyn is Valentino's foster mother, replacing his biological mother Kardashian. Marilyn has been the mother of Valentino ever since his adoption at the age of two. Having a mole on her cheek like Monroe, curly hair and a sweet soft voice. She was always loving to her adoptive son, even if they weren't related by blood. She hadn't given her heart to anybody, because she was an unsure woman, but always regarded her son as her "perfect little man". Valentino was so happy to have her that he gave his heart to her which lead to his untimely death since you cannot give your heart to your own mother. Damn you, Valentino. You and your childhood "I'm going to marry my mom" schtick.

Minx and Blake-- Two benevolent alliance soldiers from Ophelia's dimension, but here's the catch. They are Ophelia's kids. Ophelia and Justin Jockerson's kids to be exact. Minx is the playful and crazed inventor with the tongue of a biker and the skills and attitude of a teenager. She is the only granddaughter of Tyler and Kevin. Minx might be her real name or it could be a nickname, you decide ;) Blake on the other hand is an insane worrywart and is a big neurotic nut. Hating a mess and hating stress, he is a constantly stressed out and makes it his duty to allow his stress to influence the fun on everybody around him. Minx frequently has to shut him up. It should be noted that technically speaking, Blake is the only grandson of Kevin and Tyler, since we have Sally, Minx, Amanita, Bella and Galerina who are all female. Minx wields the cyan battle ball, giving her different eye themed abilities such as x ray vision, laser vision, etc. whereas Blake wields the coral battle ball giving him the ability to manipulate his bones and give himself inhuman reflexes.

Hazel-- She has an interesting story. Rovu's noobs went their seperate ways-- atleast Markus did. Slick, Leona and Chloe stuck together. While Chloe had her own life and job, Leona and Slick lived together as roommates in the house that Leona grew up in. They lead pretty simple lives. Slick was still rocking the robot suit and Leona worked. The two were walking home when they heard the sound of a small child crying in an alleyway. They suited up and quickly went to see. They saw a tiny little girl, crying with bruises all over her body. Slick tried to reach for her, but she screamed and refused. Leona and Slick followed the girl around until they discovered the very environment she lived in. She was horribly abused to the point where she lacked a legal name, she didn't go to school, but was taught to walk and talk. Slick and Leona were quick to let the little girl stay with them. Eventually they got more insight from the girl about the abuse and when they discovered she didn't even have a NAME because of it, things went down. CPS took the girl away, Mom went to prison and Leona and Slick decided to take the little girl in because she seemed fine with them. They gave her a name, Hazel. When she started going to school, they discovered something mysterious about her. She was sensitive to sounds and light, didn't talk very much, and would fly into panic attacks when she was scared. After Slick took proper observation of her, Slick and Leona discovered that Hazel suffered from autism, likely brought on by the environment she was thrown into. Nevertheless, Hazel tries to rise above the autism and with her "coffee" battle ball (really just a very light brown battle ball which reminds her of how she likes her coffee with cream and sugar), she is capable of speaking to animals and bringing things to life.

Braxie-- This is just :iconabrigedfoamy:'s OC Braxton County Phantom from the villain dump in her human form. So this is how I'd feel their story would go down: Benny, Lyra and Zeck are called to investigate the phantom. They go door to door receiving information, when they hear a point that there's also a hunter that they could speak to about it whom has been known to be around with the phantom. This is where Budd comes in really. Budd shoos the kids off, when they come to question him. For a few days, Zeck, Lyra and Benson go hunting for his creature until they get a good look at it and discover the truth. It's a chained up little monster with heterochromia and is released to go on "feedings" every night. Zeckney asks Travis to come help them when he discovers that one of the eyes looks exactly like Travis's covered eye. That night, Travis comes with the trio and they sneak into the basement of Budd's house by dismantling the window. Travis gets a good look at the creature. He is heartbroken with what he sees, especially when the creature tears up. Travis tries to speak to it and gets closer and closer to it. Zeck warns him it might not be safe, but Travis ignores him. Travis tries to get the phantom to shapeshift into a human, which causes the creature to attempt to do so and actually succeeding. A small girl, roughly his age, with mangled hair, a skinny appearance, long fingernails, etc. She can't talk or walk, a feral teenager. She starts to bark like a dog at Travis when he is taken aback by what he sees. Zeck shouts at the girl to be quiet so Budd won't come downstairs and catch them, which makes the creature angry. Travis chastises Zeck and tries to pat the girl on the head, but Braxie's had enough and bites Travis's hand, breaking the skin. Travis cries out in pain, making Braxie curious. She scooches over to Travis and touches his face and is intrigued. The noobs take Braxton to the ship and try to figure out how to communicate. After two months, she's only able to say a few words, including "Hi", "Braxie" and "Bro", is what she calls Travis because it's a bit hard for her to say his name. Travis is trying to show Braxie the outside world, when she suddenly hears the shouts of her father. Braxie whimpers and suddenly glances and sees him. Travis was heartbroken to watch his half-sister chase after the sound. When Travis called out for her to come back, Braxie turned around and muttered something Travis thought he'd never hear her say "Braxie love... Bro is family," before she ran off following her father, never to be seen again. Travis still cries whenever he thinks about her.
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Lila Is Still Alive
A few months ago was the last time I posted about my OC Lila Starr. So lemme give you a little story time.

Lila and Teddy were intended to be OCs based off me and my ex boyfriend. It wasn't until afterwards that I gave them some actual character seperating them. Lila was made to be a witch magical girl instead of a stupid artist who draws the same shit over and over like her IRL counterpart. Teddy was written to just be a normal student who encounters Lila and they date. I was dissatisfied with this story because the whole reason I even put Lila as a witch was only because of my fanbase with Star vs. and the fact that the guy who inspired by other OC Beans Vasquez is obsessed with fantasy.

My ex boyfriend and I have been broken up for about three weeks now. It wasn't a very fun breakup. Things were insanely difficult because he became the boyfriend I didn't want. He became condescending, leaving comments on mine and my friend's art always wanting explanations and scientific logic. I felt like I wasn't allowed to have an imagination. He would even talk down to ships I enjoyed. I understand that people are obliged to have opinions, but he gave me very pessimistic views on things in general.

Now that we're broken up, he isn't being very professional about it to this day. I've blocked him, but IRL he does things that aggravate me and still talks to me as though he can downplay what I like. He chastises me for enjoying my phone and questions if I do work, mean and condescending things like that. Please don't witchhunt him. I'm not in the mood for anymore of this garbage, but I had to explain some IRL issues I've been having to you guys who wondered where Lila went.

I MEAN IT. DO NOT WITCHHUNT HIM.

So let me give you three points:

1. I am no longer friends with Beans' inspiration or my boyfriend. I tried to give him a chance, but he's just not willing to change. Teddy and Beans are being removed.
2. Lila will be drawn again. But in my own way, now that I'm free to do whatever I want with her.
3. Alongside things like my ex boyfriend bothering me, another person who has been bothering me is something I didn't want to disclose on deviantart. But my father and I have been having some pretty crappy arguments. Things like him never being there for me, choosing certain people over me and just being the father I never wanted him to be. But I have a stepfather that's there for me and that loves me for me.

So there you go, Lila is alive.
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♪Lizz☆
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
Greetings, my marshmallow bunnies!

My name is Lizz and I'm what's called the artist of a billion cringes. When I'm not specializing in yaoi and trying to fit in mpreg and romance into a storyline, I draw Supernoobs fanart, surreal art, poetry, and whatever comes out of my stupid mind.

I take requests and art trades and I am an extremely welcoming person, so if you have any issues or just need a hug, come to me.

Some info about me:
I'm a teenager with terrible vision. I'm agnostic and I live in the bootleg United States known as Canananada. My favourite hobbies when not drawing at playing badminton and collecting soundtracks of animes and buying pop figures of my favourite fanbases. I also love Snickers and Mexican food. And yes, I consider myself to be an absolute dork.

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Hello, everyone. I've got something that I feel like I need to disclose, since I gave you guys an honest approach towards where Lila Starr went and why I wasn't drawing Teddy or Beans or Soup and why I was only drawing Supernoobs things for a while, neglecting the character I liked creating. You guys know that the reason why Lila was "put on hold" was due to the issues surrounding my breakup. Telling you guys how I felt in spite of my ex being on deviantart and the permanence trope of "Once you upload something to the Internet, you can't delete it," made me feel good. So I'm going to tell you something that's been going on with me that's been weighing me down lately. The situation is fixing itself and I'm doing okay. It's not destroying me or making me unhappy, but it has given me some different views.

I've mentioned my stepsiblings before and that can establish that I have divorced parents. I didn't know why at first and I didn't care to because I was totally okay with the environment I lived in, BUT... I later found out when I was 13 that my father was an insane workaholic. It was so bad that he would talk to us like it was a press conference. He was barely home. He brought us gifts from his travels, but it wasn't the same. I thought it was normal. After my parents got divorced about two years later, I met my wonderful stepfather. I love him so much and he's been my best friend and bodyguard and dad figure longer than my dad has lived with us. I was happy when my stepdad and mom got married, but I can't say the same for my father and stepmother. My dad was always kinda absent from my life since even when we visited, my brother and I would go into the bedrooms/guest rooms and he would work on his stuff.

After my stepdad and mom married, my dad invited this woman and her daughter and son to visit us at our cottage. Her daughter was around my age and we bonded. We did videos on the video camera, we teased our brothers, all that shit. Eventually, it turned out that my dad was dating the woman who would come up. He told me about it and my brother and I remember not really caring all that much since if it makes my dad happy, I'll be happy. My brother wasn't happy about it, because my stepbrother (or soon to be) was kind of an asshole to him. A Chet and Lorenzo sort of thing.

After they got remarried, things changed. My stepsister and I grew apart due to our opposing personalities, my dad moved from his supercool condo that was in this big city area back into this boring semi-ghetto area and I saw my relatives less and less. My dad has a huge family, a lot of my cousins are adults and my second cousins are children. I only have one cousin that's my age. Later I found out that it was because they didn't like my stepmother. They thought of her as this person who kinda ruined my dad and how fun he was.

And after a few years, I can agree to it.

My father was no longer the father I wanted him to be. Well, really, he was NEVER the father I wanted due to his frequent absences from my life. But he was even worse. My stepmother was demanding and sought out perfection from my stepsister because of her grades, checked her phone religiously, and installed findmyiphone and as a result my father did those things too. Nothing would impress him. He chastised me and treated me like I wasn't any smarter than my stepsister and installed all kinds of iCloud things. If I bought a song or an app, he got it. If I took a picture or screenshotted something, he'd get it. I disabled them and there was no problem.

But then came TWO incidents brought on by stress:

First one was in February 2017.

I have performance anxiety when it comes to rough tasks. In grade 10, I was failing math and my father made it his business to chastise me and ask me all the time about my work or my grades which wasn't fun especially since he's a busy man who barely sees me. And when I did my exam, my teacher knew that I was panicking and bumped my grade to a 52 so I could pass. My mother was overjoyed that I'd passed. I failed the exam, but my overall work lead me to get a 52. My father was unhappy. I texted him my marks and he texted me ordering me to get a copy of my exam or an email. I said I couldn't and I went downstairs and told my mom but by then he had called her and was talking to her and getting nasty. He asked my mom if I was tested for a learning disability and how I managed to bomb something "so simple." I cried so much that night because he wasn't the father I loved anymore. I didnt speak to him for a few weeks. He tried to reach out, but I was short and vague with him when he tried to talk. I blocked his number because I couldn't handle his bullshit and the stress of the next semester, but then I decided one day to call him. So I phoned him and we got into an argument. I called him a gaslighter and he told me that "I don't please him with my grades." He also kept guilt tripping me about how he spent so much money on a tutor and then I still didn't do well on the exam. I didn't cry, but I learned that I couldn't stand his behaviour. After a few weeks, I ended the feud and he apologized for his behaviour.

But here's the second story:
We went to Ireland which is what I covered, but here's the catch. It ended bad. Very bad. There are five people in this story.
My adult cousin we will call Sally, aunt 1 we will call Helen, aunt 2 we will call Liz (yes I have an aunt with the same name as me), my teenage cousin we will call Fefe and my uncle we will call Wes.

So my mom and Sally are good friends. Sally is my godmother and I love her so much. Sally told my mom that if I need to vent about my stepsister and my stepmom or even my dad, I can come to her. So at the wedding, it was a private affair and we were allowed to have champagne. I opted not to have any, but Fefe and my stepsister went for drinks. Stepsister starts making snide comments at me, making fun of me for not drinking. I decided to go to Sally. Sally and I walked around and we talked. The reception was about to begin, so Sally and I had to go inside. Sally's mom my aunt Helen is a bit of a nosy woman who is a kick ass aunt. You fuck with her family, she will yell at you. Se asked Sally if I was okay and Sally explained everything. That night, Sally and Helen kept an eye on Stepsister and Fefe. Helen told my dad that she's pissed that I wasn't included with my stepsister and cousin and Dad tells me to go stand wth Fefe and Stepsister so he doesn't get yelled at. I decided to take him aside and tell him. He goes into denial mode and starts defending my stepsister-- as usual, picking his wife/step kids over me-- and I lost it. I told my father that he doesn't care and that all he cares about is making everyone happy except for me. He wasn't getting the picture. He called me a "selfish brat," and I started getting upset. Luckily, Sally was outside and I ran to her. We tried to talk, but my dad interrupted and starting going off on both of us. Sally tried to defend me, but Dad wasn't listening. He then decided to get my uncle Wes (Fefe's dad) and my stepmom and we were gonna have a big talk. Sally went off to stop him and finally my aunt Liz sees it all and pulls my dad aside and talks to him and then comes to calm me down. After we have a talk and she helps me out, Sally and my dad return. Sally and Liz leave me with my dad and my dad and I get into an argument I was afraid.

He was making mean comments, telling me "I have my stepmom and stepsister here in a "strange country" where everybody doesn't like them." I was livid. He told me that he's gonna have me go to counselling for these feelings and that I'm gonna apologize to everybody. For what?! Because you can't hear my feelings but other people can!

After my dad ranted at me, he told me he was done having me waste his time from the wedding. He dragged me back to the reception hall and tells me I can't leave with anybody, I can't get up to the dance floor unless Fefe and Stepsis are with me, etc. I went up to the dance floor with Fefe and Stepsis (who is all wild from her champagne bullshit) and we had fun. Sally gestured an "Are you okay?" but I said yes because I didn't want to do anything. I decided to put this whole night behind me and I asked my dad to dance.

He refused and told me I should ask my stepmom cuz "she's a person too." I did and she said no. When we left, I was beyond upset. But I had one more day in Ireland.

The next day, Dad would make nasty remarks but would be nice to my stepsister and stepmom. I asked him about the counselling during one of his "good moods" and he said that yes I'm still going. My mother knows about all of this and said that no I'm not going to counselling. I have never felt so guilt tripped and so upset then the way I did those two days.

My father attempted to talk to me more of the matter at the airport, but one of my relatives came up and started conversing with my dad which was a lifesaver. I didn't speak to my father during the flight or the ride home. I disabled the FindMyiPhone app and my dad called me and chastised me for doing it. I didn't speak to him for weeks.

He returned on Oct. 13th and acted like NOTHING HAPPENED. Not the wedding, not the rude behaviour, not the threat of going to counselling. We flew into an argument where he denied making me feel like a bad daughter, being mean and even though I called him out, he left the conversation. The last thing I said was "I can't believe you're so heartless that you can't understand that you hurt my feelings."

I haven't spoken to my father since. He still speaks to my brother about his casual shit, but he stays away from me. I heard that he hasn't spoken to those aunts or Sally since the incident.

I thought that it was over. But it wasn't. During the convo before the argument, my father offered to see me for Thanksgiving and I said no. Sally and I were texting and I was telling her about my breakup since I haven't seen her in a long time. She invited me to go out with them for Thanksgiving. I said yes, forgetting that I ever denied going out with my dad. Eventually, Sally texted my dad probably just in case she got caught or something saying she was taking me. She apparently invited him but he declined. My dad called my mom and we cancelled the whole thing. I don't know the full story, but I don't care. I have a better life away from him.

So yes that's the gist of the fight. The family member I've been fighting with is my father. The situation is okay however. We're still not talking because he will not face reality, I haven't messaged stepmom or stepsister in forever, I live a happy life with my family, Sally and I text once a week, and I'm doing great.

I will not let my father keep me under this thumb. I am not going to be quiet and hold my breath. But here you go, there's why I mentioned fighting with a family member. I'm sure you guys can understand how it feels to have someone who isn't that around for you in your life who suddenly becomes the father you didn't want within years. But I am better now, a lot stronger without him.

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